Feb 17, 2005 | Uncategorized
one more photo: Rehearsal was good – fast, anyway. we didn’t start on time because i was five minutes late. the director, john, called me at 7:03 and i yelled into the phone, “I’M SORRY AND I’M DRIVING 50 DOWN MONROE STREET!” so then he couldn’t very...
Feb 17, 2005 | Uncategorized
Gee, where has the week gone? Thursday already, i need to get back into play-mode. i’d decided that i don’t know what i’ll do when it’s over, but i haven’t really thought about it much while i’ve been away. i haven’t even thought about my lines or anything, but...
Feb 16, 2005 | Uncategorized
i just got done giving chair massages at the hospital. i gave massages to a guy who liked it a lot. then he said “that was like a lapdance in reverse.” hmmm. i thanked him, because i didn’t exactly know how to respond, and i definitely didn’t want to ask...
Feb 15, 2005 | Uncategorized
photo of me in my 1st scene costume: Whew, made it through that alive. I mean, I knew I would, but still. 363 more days till the next one, which I am sure will be better than this one. I’m just going to say that right now, I’m sure of it. Just putting it out there, so...
Feb 14, 2005 | Uncategorized
One year, my friend Christine had a VD party. It wasn’t an anti-Valentine’s Day party, she remembers, it was more of an over-the-top celebration of the absurdity of the holiday, plus the fact that VD also stands for Venereal Disease, and how the two could easily be...
Feb 13, 2005 | Uncategorized
i woke up at 5:17 this morning, just lying there, not going back to sleep. i thought i’d get up and write on this site, but i then thought, no, you MUST GO BACK TO SLEEP. i repeated this to myself over and over for the next couple of hours. i wasn’t doing a good job...
Feb 12, 2005 | Uncategorized
I never, ever stay up this late. We had our opening night, and it went really well, people laughed a lot. It was so much fun. Tonight I decided that I want to be in one play after another. I also realized why I like being in plays so much – it’s just a lot of fun,...
Feb 10, 2005 | Uncategorized
all i wanted yesterday was a nap. but it was not meant to be. i gave an hour and a half massage in the early afternoon, and then wanted to show my sister my lovely new massage space. i went to her salon, and she said, “why don’t we color your hair?” so we...
Feb 9, 2005 | Uncategorized
the day before yesterday, a remarkably vivid image popped into my head, of a specific street in LA. I’ve walked down that street quite a bit; it’s in Santa Monica, close to the ocean, and it’s tree-lined and lovely. i thought about how much i’d love to live there....
Feb 7, 2005 | Uncategorized
I spent a lot of time this weekend with my friends Shadow, Nubie, and Noodle. Here they are:
Feb 7, 2005 | Uncategorized
i’m here at panera, taking advantage of the free wifi. yet another invented word, certainly not as annoying as the word “blog.” but wifi is too much like hi-fi, in my opinion. things are, well…fine. not fine, of course, but i do fool the people who i...
Feb 6, 2005 | Uncategorized
i woke up at 4:17, tossing and turning, and finally decided to get up for a while. why not? well, because i’d only been asleep for about five hours, that’s why not. i was hoping for a good, interrupted 9-10 hours of sleep last night. i don’t know why i keep deluding...
Feb 5, 2005 | Uncategorized
OK, i just have to make one thing clear, then i won’t mention it again (probably): Somebody wrote a letter to the editor of the Illinois Times this week asking what happened to me, and the editor put in a little blurb that i have this website. But he neglected to say...
Feb 4, 2005 | Uncategorized
My friend Erica said to me last night, “You’re brave, writing all that stuff on your blog.” Certainly not brave. Foolish, yes. Not brave. Not foolish, I guess, either. Just me. I need to express myself, pretty much all the time. I can’t help it. I usually don’t wonder...
Feb 3, 2005 | Uncategorized
yesterday, after working out to the point of exhaustion (endorphins are truly wonderful things; is there a way to market/bottle them somehow?) at the fit club, i ran into one of my high school english teachers. Mrs. Neece, although i could call her Daria if that...
Jan 29, 2005 | Uncategorized
I gave blood a few weeks ago, and today I got the card in the mail saying my blood is good, and I’m O-Negative. I’d never given blood before, I can’t say why exactly, except because I’m lazy/bad, but I was pleased to see that O-Negative is a fairly uncommon type, AND...
Jan 25, 2005 | Uncategorized
i had this photo taken today, in updating my massage therapist website. i look happy don’t i? this shows you what a BRILLIANT actress i am. NOT HAPPY IN ANY WAY
Jan 25, 2005 | Uncategorized
last night at play practice, a friend said to me, “tomorrow will be better, and then the next day after that will be even better…” but today is tomorrow, it’s actually about to be yesterday, and i don’t see better on the horizon anytime soon. if she...
Jan 23, 2005 | Uncategorized
i read something recently about somebody saying that he was trying to do what he felt his purpose in life was. i realy think that a main point of me is to try to give people something to smile about. i like to cheer them up, i like to make them laugh, and i think i...
Jan 21, 2005 | Uncategorized
i’m moving my massage business to a new location at the end of next week, and i have to buy some stuff in order to do so, and i can’t be squandering money left and right, higgegdly piggedly, hither and yon. so, the day before yesterday i decided to buy a new cell...
Jan 21, 2005 | Uncategorized
a couple of weeks ago, in case you never pay attention to anything really significant going on in the world, brad pitt and jennifer aniston broke up. i wondered how such seemlingly perfect people could not want to be together anymore. this morning, as i was giving...
Jan 19, 2005 | Uncategorized
ok, to continue with the end of yesterday’s note about finding joy – yesterday morning i was on the phone with my friend christine; we were both in our cars, going to work, me here in spfld, she in denver. she pulled into the mcdonald’s drive-thru, which she...
Jan 18, 2005 | Uncategorized
here’s Shortie on xmas day – here’s mom and me, looking very glamorous on xmas morning – Ok, the new year hasn’t gotten off to a great start. When I wrote that last entry, on xmas morning, I was planning on writing more later in the day, and then a bunch...
