I never, ever stay up this late. We had our opening night, and it went really well, people laughed a lot. It was so much fun. Tonight I decided that I want to be in one play after another. I also realized why I like being in plays so much – it’s just a lot of fun, being somebody I’m not. I like it because I can, for a few lovely hours, quiet the crazy voices in my head, the ones that are constantly shouting at/nagging/whining at me about all kinds of things, all the time.
It’s so peaceful in a play. And exhilarating, and joyous. More joy, please. Tons of it, gobs of it…
It feels very strange to be up at now 1:36 a.m. will I ever be able to sleep late enough? I haven’t been able to stay in bed past 7:30, and that’s after waking up at 5 or five thirty and just lying there, wishing I could force myself to go back to sleep.
Tomorrow, I must sleep till at least 9:30. doesn’t seem like such a chore, but I’m sure I’ll feel differently in the morning.
Anyway, it was fun tonight. If you were there, I’m glad you could make it. If you weren’t, you really missed out. But there’s plenty of time left to see it.
Ok then, I’m going to enjoy sleeping now. Quite bit.
Grace