i read something recently about somebody saying that he was trying to do what he felt his purpose in life was. i realy think that a main point of me is to try to give people something to smile about. i like to cheer them up, i like to make them laugh, and i think i have that power, and it makes me happy to do it.

right now i don’t find any humor in anything.

tonight i told somebody that i believe the reason i started trying to amuse was to cheer myself up. because my nature has been too much about being sad.

ok then,