yeah, it’s bad. i keep being ridiculously busy.
i haven’t started reading shape magazine, but at least i found it. i lost it for a while, but i’d left it at amy’s salon. so at least now i have it.
maybe i’ll just stay in bed all day tomorrow and read the magazine.
that would be really nice.
maybe i’ll do that on saturday, except by then i’ll only have SEVEN days to a better body, and the article is TEN days to a better body, so i’d be behind schedule, better-body wise.
christine and i were talking tonight, about boys, mostly, and i was congratulating her on doing something NOT stupid regarding a man. i said that we should really cherish these rare times when one of us does NOT do something that’s just a HORRIBLE idea and not in our best interests WHATSOEVER. since most of the time that’s all we do, we just make very very bad decisions. even though we’re always giving each other GREAT advice, but we’re both bad at actually listening to the advice and taking it.
rehearsal tonight was tiring. it felt like bad community theater. i know it’s going to come together, but right now it’s not so good. but i think we made some progress, but troy says i’m “very optimistic” and i wanted to say to him YOU DON’T KNOW WHAT REALLY GOES ON INSIDE MY HEAD, BUSTER,” but i didn’t.
troy designed and built his home where we get to go for a cast party, so that should be interesting.
christine is going to la on thursday, and i told her to take pictures of the models in the elevators in jerri and brendan’s building. christine said that downtown LA is full of “transient” people; she described them as “exotic,” and one other descriptor that i can’t recall, but so there are models from all over the world, apparently.
i told her to tell the models that she wanted to take a photo for her friend’s website.
she didn’t seem nearly enthusiastic enough about this. she said YOU DO IT WHEN YOU GO THERE IN A COUPLE OF WEEKS.
but i want the photos NOW.
plus, of course, i don’t want to have to actually SPEAK to a person.
model or not.
but don’t models WANT to be on the internet?
i’m just saying.
damn, i’ve decided that maybe i’m just going to stay up all night long, because it’s 1:30 now, so ridiculous.
life is very different at the moment.
in a good way, pretty much, and it’s also different that the difference is good, instead of bad, which is how it usually is.
plus it’s supposed to be FIFTY on thursday.
ok ok ok,
very very early wednesday morning grace.