and i hope it’s a very good one for you…

i wish i was getting some chocolate easter eggs.  i need these EXACTLY AS MUCH AS I NEED A HOLE IN THE HEAD, but i want them anyway.  but it’s GOOD that i won’t get any.

VERY VERY GOOD.  because of all the lolling around i feel like i’ve gained about 20 pounds in the past week.  JUST SAY NO TO THE DEEPLY DISCOUNTED EASTER EGGS ON MONDAY.

i went to the doctor today and yes i am starting to feel like i’m TURNING INTO A REALLY WHINY OLD OLD OLD LADY, and i had to wait around a good long time, and he felt my stomach to check my SPLEEN for some reason and apparently my spleen is just fine, thank you, because he didn’t shriek and have me rushed to the hospital or anything.

then i had some blood drawn in case maybe somehow i have mono, which i was sure i didn’t have.  then i could either wait for 20 to 30 minutes for the results or i could go home and they’d “call.”

so i went home and carried my phone around with me and it didn’t ring at all, except when bev called to see how i was which was very nice of her.  i finally called the dr and then after another hour or so, the nurse called back and said that i could be feeling low because the prednisone makes you feel GREAT and when you’re coming off it you don’t feel so good, you feel tired and run down.

BUT I NEVER FELT GREAT.  JUST RUN DOWN.

and then i asked her if it could just be the reaction, still, to the stupid amoxicillin and she said yes.  so really, there was nothing gained today and i felt more tired and ever and well at least i don’t have mono which i knew i didn’t have anyway.

and i’m SICK TO DEATH of feeling like this so now my current plan is to IGNORE IT.  i’m going to get some kind of exercise tomorrow, and i might rake if it’s not raining and ENOUGH ALREADY.

i know there are many people who feel run down all the time for a variety of different reasons, and they get through it on a daily basis, so if i just IGNORE this crappy feeling, maybe i’ll cure myself.

ok then,

hillbilly curer grace.