whew. the 10 o’clock “sex & the city,” both channels, were repeats. so i didn’t watch. instead, i started some laundry and got some stuff done. and then, the lone 10:30 s&tc was also a repeat i’d recently seen.

so maybe i’ll have to re-think buying the whole set.

ok, there’s a show on bravo called, i believe, “project runway.” it’s very intense, with judges and scoring and all that other reality show crap they have, with the dramatic music and the penetrating looks and all of that. except the difference is that instead of it being some stupid contest with people in some remote place starving to death and doing a bunch of ridiculous stunts, this is all about FASHION and MODELS on a runway.

what’s wrong with TV land, that’s all i’m asking. i guess the appeal for guys is the model aspect of it. what guy doesn’t want to watch some woman parading up and down a runway wearing pretty much nothing but a bit of fluff?

what’s wrong with tv land? why? why? why?

damn, i wish i’d bought a lottery ticket today. i could have used the winnings to buy a ticket to a place where THEY HAVE SUN.

tomorrow, i have too much going on. too many massages, etc.

today amy called me and asked if i have a red glove. yes, i said. she had it. this was nice to know. i’d worn the red gloves today, but then all of a sudden i just had one of them. so i wore the lone red glove, thankful that at least i had one. but i also wondered where i’d lost the other one. i’ve lost these red gloves over and over. i also now have just one grey glove. also one white glove. i have two black gloves, but i’m not completely sure where they are.

gloves are important. now, at least in theory, i have two red gloves again. i’m sure one will go away again, but then they always seem to re-appear.

i have a little problem with losing things. i don’t worry that my brain cells are evaporating (although surely they must be), because i’ve always had a problem with losing things. it’s a trait i’ve managed to maintain over the years.

tomorrow, very busy. but then friday, potentially a lovely day, including a trip to the ABRAHAM LINCOLN PRESIDENTAL MUSEUM, which i’m looking forward to immensely.

good night.

soon to be 2006 grace. which is going to be a good year.