i lost this cable that plugs my camcorder into the VCR, and i was going to buy a new one but i decided I HAVE THE POWER TO FIND IT, but i doubted that this would actually come to pass. because i’m good at losing things, but only mediocre at finding them.

it was sitting right there next to the TV.

this was a delightful unexpected surprise on an otherwise dreary thursday. weather-wise dreariness that is, my mood has been pretty ok. but i do have to say there’s way too much sadness everywhere. i asked a woman waiting at the hospital how she was doing, and she said “i’m scared.” i had a few encounters like this today, not people being scared, but just…sadness. lots and lots of sadness at every turn.

i wish i could make everybody feel better.

i did make a few people feel better, and that was really nice. but overall, it’s not that people are being unnecessarily sad, they have legitimate reasons for feeling anxious and stressed out and all of that.

massage, everybody need a massage. it’ll make you feel better.

i’ve had a little free time last this afternoon, and i took a half hour nap. i wish i could have napped longer, but that seems to be my napping-maximum.

tomorrow, FRIDAY. which is going to be mighty fine, i believe.

ok then,

early evening grace.