i just got an e-mail from my lovely and talented friend paul lyons, who HAD JIM GAFFIGAN AS A STUDENT in one of his comedy classes in 1991! how about THAT! that means i could have TALKED to jim gaffigan after the show if i’d wanted to, and if i’d known, i could have said, HI, JIM, I’M A GOOD FRIEND OF PAUL LYONS!

but it’s ok, it doesn’t matter. because in the greater scheme of things, does anything really matter anyway?

i also just noticed that just about every time recently i keep writing “that is all for now,” except i didn’t know that i was doing it over and over. so i’m not going to do that any more. i think i do it when i’m just kind of disgusted with the world and i don’t want to say anything else.

or maybe…well, i don’t know why. no reason at all.

ok then,

that is all for THIS MOMENT, but of course there will be more, soon, maybe even tonight although i want to STOP the writing right now and maybe read something soothing that will put me in a sleep-frame of mind because i have a very busy day tomorrow including many massages and then playwriting classes and incidentally i FINALLY started my play this afternoon and it took me about FOUR HOURS to write two measly pages, which is pretty awful for me, but then things started to pick up, so hopefully it’ll go better and quicker soon.