i need a new hat and scarf, because mine are missing. is EVERYTHING missing in my life?
yes.
there’s this poem by elizabeth bennet that i studied in college when i took a poetry class, about losing things, let’s see if i can find it online here really quickly:
no, i can’t find her. that must not really be her name. there’s an elizabeth bennett in pride and prejudice, and another one who was in “the duchess of duke street,” a great series on PBS that i now remember and would like to see again, and there’s some other tv elizabeth bennett, and one who is all about math, and another who is an editorial assistant…damn, what’s her real name?
the poem is about a woman who is always losing things, and then at the end she talks about losing a love in her life. damn, what is her name? how am i supposed to search for her if that’s all i know?
maybe tomorrow i’ll shop.
except i’m going to be much too busy.
ok then, goodnight for real now,
grace minutes away from december.