ok, i don’t know how it got to be 11:30 all of a sudden; i’ve been spending an inordinate amount of time ordering vitamins online. plus magical strawberry soy protein powder that used to give me lots of energy, but this morning it didn’t do the trick. that’s probably because after running last night in the dark, this morning Kevin said “are you going to go running?” and i said NO! and he said, oh, i though we could run before it gets hot.
he got home from work last night at THREE THIRTY IN THE MORNING, by the way. he has to work till two at his job most of the time, except last night he stayed late. so he thought we could run while it was cool and then he’d go back to sleep.
so we ran and i was not awake, and he was awake even though i’d slept about four more hours than he had.
and then i went to work and gave many, many massages and eventually started to wake up around three in the afternoon.
tonight we went to the “tu tu barbque,” another ballet fundraiser, but not as fancy as the other ballet fundraiser they have in the spring. and instead of wine and lots and lots of desserts, i had a DIET PEPSI and then a GLASS OF ICED TEA.
have i ever mentioned that i’m very sensitive to caffeine? which is why it’s now only 11:33 and i’m typing about 800 words a minute and don’t feel sleepy at all.
here are some of the offered desserts at the fundraiser tonight (they were all sitting there on the tables, calling out to me, “grace, grace, i’m sure you want to try me…”) – chocolate cake, lemon squares, cheesecake, chocolate brownies (they weren’t calling, they were YELLING at me), apple pie, plus at least four or five other gooey desserts.
I DIDN’T EAT ANY OF THEM.
ok then, good for me, ONE WHOLE DAY OF NOT EATING EVERYTHING.
it feels like it’s been at least a week. i could probably zip that stupid wedding dress up if i tried right now.
i don’t feel like it.
mollie is sitting in the cats’ bed. mom brought over this bed that belongs to my cats, they both like to lie in it together. they haven’t been lying in it, though; instead, they’ve spent lots of time outside. but mollie is just sitting there, even though it’s just a bit too small for her. she’s looking at me expectantly, like i’m supposed to be doing something with her. maybe she just thinks it’s time for bed.
we added more names to the invitation list tonight. at this rate we’ll have to rent TWO damn tents.
christine e-mailed me a while ago, noting that she’s a woman and she doesn’t obsess about her weight. i’m sure this was in response to some comment i wrote about how women always obsess about their weight.
you know WHY she doesn’t obsess? BECAUSE SHE’S VERY VERY THIN AND COULD SIT AROUND EATING HOT FUDGE SUNDAES AND QUARTER POUNDDERS WITH CHEESE ALL DAY LONG AND WOULD STILL BE VERY VERY THIN.
that’s all i’m saying.
goodnight.
not that i’m going to be or anything.
maybe i won’t have any caffeine tomorrow evening.
ok then ok ok ok,
grace just a bit jangly on a friday night.