whew. very very busy day. there are TWO “sex & the citys” on right now. AT THE SAME TIME. crazy.

i’m watching one that i’ve already seen, so when i have the REAL UNCUT VERSION, i’ll get to see the one i haven’t seen before real and uncut.

right now aidan is asking carrie to marry him. she just said yes.

this is sweet and nice, but it won’t last, of course. it’s comforting to know this already. he’s a nice guy, but not the guy for her. but then steve just asked…the redhead, WHAT is her name again???…to marry him and she said, NO, of course not…but i also know that they’re going to end up in love and together and happily ever after. so maybe that means you never know about how things will really end up? or wait, maybe it means that THIS IS JUST TV, it’s not real life, it doesn’t matter…

nothing matters…

nothing matters…

my show is now too long. i did plenty of cutting tonight.

tomorrow is going to be more busy than today. i’m ready for it.

i’m ready for it?

yes.

yes?

maybe.

perhaps.

perhaps. perhaps.

today it was gray all day, and cold and snowy. in a word, horrible.

it was a good day to be inside doing massage.

miranda. her name is miranda. a new one is on already now.

i now say goodnight. but not goodbye.

ok then,

dec. g.