lots of rehearsal tonight. we got to do it on the stage for quite a while which was good because we could walk around on the stage. we have to go up and down the very very steep stairs and it was good to practice doing this.
there are large amounts of time when i’m just standing there onstage. standing around. i’ve been trying to think of different ways to stand, different things i could do. the great thing about “you can’t take it with you” is that every moment i was on stage i was doing bad ballet. it was easy and fun.
but this is more challenging. bad ballet would not be appropriate. i have to think of more subtle things to do. standing around primping. fluffing my hair. just trying to create the illusion of being very very sexy and HOT is challenging in and of itself.
i like a challenge. my mom was always worried when i was growing up that i was not being challenged enough.
i wonder if she’d think the challenge of trying to appear S & H is enough challenge for me.
i’m sure she’ll tell me. because she reads this. yesterday she told me that she knew what i was doing because she read graceuncensored. that’s what christine says to me sometimes, although if she’d answer her phone more she’d know exactly what i’m doing.
because the thing about the writing, as i’ve written so many times before, is that we’re just scratching the surface here. grace CENSORED. in order to find out that real deal, you’d have to ask me and i probably wouldn’t tell you anyway.
that’s not entirely true. i do express quite a few things, but there are many many other things which will remain unsaid. unwritten.
let’s just say that right now at this one little tiny moment in time but i realize it could change in a heartbeat, things are going pretty well.
on “sex & the city” tonight, carrie and mr. big are bowling. in my show i talked about not liking sports involving balls of any kind, but i didn’t mention bowling. the thing about bowling, however, is that even though it does involve a ball, it’s not a ball that somebody is throwing at me or expecting me to throw to them. i’m really, really bad at bowling, but i still like it because it’s fun. not that i play it very often, or really at all lately, but i do kind of like it.
one time i tried to roll the ball and instead of going forward down the lane it somehow managed to actually roll backward, out towards the carpeted area of the bowling alley. i do not know how i accomplished this, but it figures. sports, not my thing. grace in name only.
badminton, i’m pretty good at badminton. but terrible at table tennis.
FRIDAY tomorrow, i’m looking forward to that quite a bit. i have a couple of nice plans. or at least the one.
ok then,
almost friday grace.