i’m the only one awake around here so it feels like it’s early in the morning even thought it’s almost 10.
this morning somebody wrote and suggested we sell the bottles on ebay. randy has already been ALL OVER this idea, telling me we could make a fortune on them. i’m not sure that ebay would be the right place to do it, though, because it seems that a person would need to see the real things instead of just a photo.
i have to go running now, even though i’d like to sleep some more. i woke up with a headache and lots of things on my mind that i felt i needed to GET UP AND ADDRESS.
nothing seems so urgent now that i’m actually up. or maybe my mind is actually sharper when i’m lying there in bed obsessing about things,and then being out of bed brings my brain down to a more dull level.
amy talked to a bride on her wedding day the other day and the bride was sobbing. i don’t feel that i’m going to be sobbing. except the other day i was listening to my new favorite cd called “rockin’ and rollin’ wedding songs” and for some crazy reason i started tearing up and decided that getting all sentimental and weepy is NOT going to happen. feeling all sentimental during the wedding is fine, but NO TEARS! because i suddenly look very very bad if i even start to cry one little bit. my nose gets all red and then it starts running and i’ll probably forget to include a handkerchief in the stuff i have with me when walking down the aisle. since i’ll probably just have a BOUQUET.
i talked to a bride who is getting married on the same day as me and she’s getting married in some old historic chapel and was talking about how she was thinking about having the ceremony outside but then she figured that a bird would POOP ON HER.
what? this isn’t a worry i’d even dreamed of worrying about.
i’m not going to worry about it now, it’s too late for new worries.
ok, enough stalling, must run now b4 it gets warmer…
labor day grace