FINALLY i started writing, after re-reading what i’d written, and i’ve written about a page and a half, not much, but at least i’m FINALLY DOING SOMETHING AGAIN.
how will i continue tomorow, though?
don’t think about that now. just keep writing.
i wrote to my professor earlier in the week and suggested that we meet in the comfy lounge at the library, so here we are. it’s very nice here. i’m sitting in a chair, my feet on a coffee table. just like being at home, except fewer distractions.
ok, one quick story about my love/hate relationship –
it’s BENTOH’S. bentoh’s is this delicious, REALY DELICIOUS restaurant downtown, and they have a little sushi (just rolls), and they have an incredible salad which features two huge pieces of perfectly-prepared pieces of salmon, plus the have many other great things.
the restaurant has about three tables inside, and four outside, and they’re only open for lunch.
whenever we’ve gone there, it’s always too crowded, and so we don’t stay. this is always disheartening, because it’s FABULOUS.
but i always end up hating them, because they don’t even seem to care that they have no tables hardly, and sometimes they’re out of things.
they do a huge carryout business, and do lots of catering, so clearly, this lunch thing is just an aside.
and it MAKES ME MAD.
but today, today…i got there at 11:30. i ran for 50 minutes this morning, and all i’d had was my delicious STRAWBERRY SOY PROTEIND DRINK, so i was starving. i waited for randy, who was getting new glasses.
i waited. and waited. he called to give me updates. i sat at an outdoor table and many people i knew passed by.
i waited some more. and then, finally, at 12:15, he showed up, and we got lunch, and it was perfect. and so i LOVE bentoh’s, but i still hate them, especially because it’s going to be cold and then we’d have to eat inside but there are never free tables, and they’re all very very close together and it’s too crowded.
love and hate. there aren’t enough grey areas in my life.
i have to keep writing.
ok then,
grace and tomorrow is FRIDAY already. (easy to say now that the slow week has kept poking along)