{"id":76,"date":"2005-02-12T01:42:53","date_gmt":"2005-02-12T01:42:53","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/graceuncensored.com\/WordPress\/?p=76"},"modified":"2005-02-12T01:42:53","modified_gmt":"2005-02-12T01:42:53","slug":"131-a-m","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/graceuncensored.com\/WordPress\/uncategorized\/131-a-m\/","title":{"rendered":"1:31 a.m."},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I never, ever stay up this late.  We had our opening night, and it went really well, people laughed a lot.  It was so much fun.  Tonight I decided that I want to be in one play after another.  I also realized why I like being in plays so much \u2013 it\u2019s just a lot of fun, being somebody I\u2019m not.  I like it because I can, for a few lovely hours, quiet the crazy voices in my head, the ones that are constantly shouting at\/nagging\/whining at me about all kinds of things, all the time.<\/p>\n<p>\tIt\u2019s so peaceful in a play.  And exhilarating, and joyous.  More joy, please.  Tons of it, gobs of it\u2026<\/p>\n<p>\tIt feels very strange to be up at now 1:36 a.m.  will I ever be able to sleep late enough?  I haven\u2019t been able to stay in bed past 7:30, and that\u2019s after waking up at 5 or five thirty and just lying there, wishing I could force myself to go back to sleep.<\/p>\n<p>\tTomorrow, I must sleep till at least 9:30.  doesn\u2019t seem like such a chore, but I\u2019m sure I\u2019ll feel differently in the morning.<\/p>\n<p>\tAnyway, it was fun tonight.  If you were there, I\u2019m glad you could make it.  If you weren\u2019t, you really missed out.  But there\u2019s plenty of time left to see it.<\/p>\n<p>\tOk then, I\u2019m going to enjoy sleeping now.  Quite  bit.<\/p>\n<p>\tGrace<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I never, ever stay up this late. We had our opening night, and it went really well, people laughed a lot. It was so much fun. Tonight I decided that I want to be in one play after another. I also realized why I like being in plays so much \u2013 it\u2019s just a lot [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_et_pb_use_builder":"","_et_pb_old_content":"","_et_gb_content_width":"","_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_feature_clip_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2},"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-76","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p6JLYy-1e","jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/graceuncensored.com\/WordPress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/76","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/graceuncensored.com\/WordPress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/graceuncensored.com\/WordPress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/graceuncensored.com\/WordPress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/graceuncensored.com\/WordPress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=76"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/graceuncensored.com\/WordPress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/76\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/graceuncensored.com\/WordPress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=76"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/graceuncensored.com\/WordPress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=76"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/graceuncensored.com\/WordPress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=76"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}