i\u2019m not feeling anxious, or nervous, and i\u2019m not getting cold feet.<\/p>\n
but tonight i\u2019m feeling a little bit panicky. because i\u2019ve been carrying around this notebook with my list of things to do, and i keep revising it, but now, i have to cross everything off the list. and time is RUNNING OUT.<\/p>\n
i just realized that there seem to be glaring errors in the program we\u2019ve been working on. things aren\u2019t in the right order. kevin and i have to look at it together. <\/p>\n
i made the second layer of the backup cake today, and a whole bunch of cookies. also we cleaned chairs at mom and dad\u2019s house. they look really good, and at least we were outside working and it was gorgeous and the wedding is going to be really lovely.<\/p>\n
dad went out and spent quite a bit of money on decorations for the yard. <\/p>\n
i hadn\u2019t thought of yard decor, because the yard itself is quite beautiful.<\/p>\n
but dad decided decorations were necessary. so i\u2019m sure it will be spectacular.<\/p>\n
one little problem now is that people keep bringing up overlooked little items, and they\u2019re rapidly adding up. so instead of crossing things off my list, i keep adding to it. <\/p>\n
bad. <\/p>\n
very bad.<\/p>\n
i have to sew a button that has come off my dress. i\u2019ve been so busy thinking about cleaning and baking and stuff like that, i haven\u2019t spent any time on my general appearance. i\u2019m getting a pedicure tomorrow, so that\u2019s something. at least my toes will look good.<\/p>\n
when we get back from our honeymoon, we\u2019re going to go camping.<\/p>\n
not that i\u2019m planning THAT far ahead.<\/p>\n
mollie had a good day because she got to go to mom and dad\u2019s house with us. she ran around in the yard a lot. but she didn\u2019t really nap at all, so now she\u2019s very very tired although she was sitting there looking plaintive when i was baking cookies. and then i looked down and she was looking up at me DROOLING.<\/p>\n
i guess i should be flattered, because she usually only drools when we\u2019re eating meat, or at least a hot meal. not cookies.<\/p>\n
crazy dog. <\/p>\n
i gave her a dog treat and now she\u2019s sleeping peacefully.<\/p>\n
i have to go to sleep soon myself.<\/p>\n
except i have to cross at least something off my list…<\/p>\n
goodnight, goodnight,<\/p>\n
VERY soon to be a bride,<\/p>\n
grace<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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