and i\u2019m feeling a little sad, i don\u2019t know why exactly. mollie just came out of the bedroom where she\u2019d been sleeping, maybe she thinks i have some sort of snacks. <\/p>\n
dogs don\u2019t get depressed. at least this dog doesn\u2019t. her only emotion is hunger. hunger and happiness, which is mostly as a result of getting fed or eating or being about to eat.<\/p>\n
last night at rehearsal for “danger: adult content,” i didn\u2019t do so well. i go around doing my lines ALL THE TIME but i couldn\u2019t get a grip on them last night.<\/p>\n
i\u2019m pretty sure jason was quite stressed about this even though he was acting all calm like his head wasn\u2019t about to explode, but i felt it really was. <\/p>\n
the thing was, i was hungry. if i\u2019m hungry i can\u2019t remember lines. i didn\u2019t know this about myself because i\u2019m not in a ravenous state of mind too often. but yesterday i had a busy day, gave two massages late in the afternoon and then went to practice and figured it\u2019d be over pretty quick and then MFH and i were going to go have dinner.<\/p>\n
but rehearsal dragged because we had to keep doing it over and over because i couldn\u2019t remember a line to save my life BECAUSE I WAS STARVING TO DEATH.<\/p>\n
i know this is how mollie feels, all the time except for when she\u2019s actualy eating. but right before she eats and then right after, she feels she hasn\u2019t eaten FOREVER.<\/p>\n
but i hadn\u2019t eaten in several hours and so i couldn\u2019t remember my lines and then when we finally went to dinner we went to cheddar\u2019s where they had to take our orders and it seemed to take forever for the food to arrive and i was so hungry that i only partially noticed the many many annoying small children running around like maniacs. i think there were about 10 small boys in the bathroom at any given time; i could see them darting in and out like very loud fishes.<\/p>\n
when we left the restaurant i noticed a little girl sitting at a table by herself, quietly working on some very busy project, i think she might have been writing a novel. she wasn\u2019t running around like a hyper psychopath at all.<\/p>\n
today again, i got to the point of starvation. am i turning into mollie? this time, i waited to have lunch till after amy did my hair. my hair looks GREAT now, but i didn\u2019t have time to notice because i didn\u2019t have lunch till about 2:30 which is much too late.<\/p>\n
it all started with the 12-mile hike, this newfound starving state.<\/p>\n
and yet i manage to eat PLENTY when i\u2019m around food.<\/p>\n
i woke up at 5 this morning and looked up some addresses in the phone book for the sending of the invitations. i couldn\u2019t find many people listed. this was annoying. everything felt annoying at five a.m., and i ended staying up for about an hour, looking names up in the phone book.<\/p>\n
randy got his ping pong table put together finally. we played ping pong the other night and he beat me, 15 to three. not that this is a surprise at all in any way. i\u2019m just surprised that i got any points at all.<\/p>\n
he\u2019s have a party for a friend tomorrow night, and i feel that he probably had to work a lot today and i should have called him to see how he\u2019s doing.<\/p>\n
instead, kevin and i went to see “over the hedge.” it was cute, but certainly no “incredibles” or “toy story” or “shrek.” i was dying to see a good romantic comedy but “breakup” sounds really really bad. <\/p>\n
going to a movie finally after not going to one in about a million years makes me want to go to more movies except there\u2019s nothing that sounds so appealing right now.<\/p>\n
yesterday christine told me i need to contact the web host of my site in order to have some BETTER SOFTWARE that people get who just signed up but for some reason they didn\u2019t automatically update me and therefore this is VERY VERY BAD and it seems like it\u2019s going to be a lot of effort. she assures me that i\u2019m LIVING IN THE DARK AGES, website-wise, which is a bother. she said i need to mention here that the SITE MIGHT BE DOWN for a while during the transition time to this MUCH MUCH BETTER STUFF that i\u2019m supposed to call and get.<\/p>\n
i just don\u2019t see this happening in the immediate future, is the only thing. i hate calling places on the phone, and especially to tell them things that i\u2019m not entirely clear about.<\/p>\n
i don\u2019t have to get up tomorrow at all if i don\u2019t want to. i mean, of COURSE i will, but i like the idea of laying around in bed for a good long time.<\/p>\n
perhaps i\u2019ll sleep now. and i know i won\u2019t wake up and toss and turn at five a.m., because there\u2019s no pressure about getting up and doing things.<\/p>\n
goodnight, goodnight.<\/p>\n
gs<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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