tonight, G. (Geronimo) said to me, “you\u2019re not THAT heavy.”<\/p>\n
hmm. i had to laugh, because weeping would not have been appropriate. actually, i know he didn\u2019t mean it to sound like THAT, not like “you don\u2019t sweat much for a fat girl,” but that\u2019s how it came out.<\/p>\n
i told him it was the nicest thing he\u2019d ever said to me.<\/p>\n
i got an e-mail from heather, who i was friends with when i was young. i don\u2019t have a lot of those kinds of friends, for some reason. but it\u2019s nice to at least have a couple.<\/p>\n
weekend, already half over. i\u2019m going to do many healthful and productive things tomorrow including working out, cleaning, maybe making a nice dinner for the family.<\/p>\n
or maybe i\u2019ll just loll in bed and get up late and have a doughnut.<\/p>\n
or two.<\/p>\n
because i\u2019ve been really really dilligent about eating less\/exercising more the past…gee, i think it\u2019s already been at least TWO days, and it feels like eternity.<\/p>\n
goodnight then.<\/p>\n
extremely early sunday morning grace.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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