{"id":440,"date":"2005-12-30T01:12:11","date_gmt":"2005-12-30T01:12:11","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/graceuncensored.com\/WordPress\/?p=440"},"modified":"2005-12-30T01:12:11","modified_gmt":"2005-12-30T01:12:11","slug":"102-a-m","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/graceuncensored.com\/WordPress\/uncategorized\/102-a-m\/","title":{"rendered":"1:02 a.m.!"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>SUCH a nice night.  rehearsal went well, thad and christine showed up for the last half hour, then we went and had a drink and it was highly enjoyable.<\/p>\n<p>a few drinks.  i, personally, had three.<\/p>\n<p>2006, i\u2019m telling you, is going to be a GOOD year.<\/p>\n<p>2005, not so great.  not so good.<\/p>\n<p>kind of bad.  bad-ish.  full of some badness.<\/p>\n<p>2006, gonna be MUCH MUCH BETTER.<\/p>\n<p>christine and i got home and she realized she\u2019d left her bags in thad\u2019s car. so we met him at the jewel parking lot, it felt like a drug deal.  we loaded her bags into my car and went home, and it\u2019s good to be in bed right now.<\/p>\n<p>sleep, such an excellent thing.<\/p>\n<p>tomorrow, we\u2019re going to the ABRAHAM LINCOLN PRESIDENTIAL MUSEUM.  such a fun thing to look forward to.  can\u2019t wait.  looking forward to it.  a lot.<\/p>\n<p>today a friend told another friend that i\u2019m so much DARKER in writing than in real life.  so, what\u2019s the reality?  i guess both.  both.  i mean, i can feel pretty good&#8230;but then again, i can also smile and say things are fine, but of course that\u2019s not really what\u2019s going on.<\/p>\n<p>but i\u2019ve discussed this before, haven\u2019t i?  i mean, isn\u2019t this how everybody operates?  except children, who say exactly what\u2019s on their mind.  no holds barred.<\/p>\n<p>so this is kind of like being a child, i guess, no holds barred.<\/p>\n<p>except also, i think that i somehow have a tendency to express things that are perhaps not quite as sunny here.  just because.  UNcensored. except for all the self-censoring i do.<\/p>\n<p>so i guess the UNcensored part is the part of me that expresses more of what i feel, really and truly.<\/p>\n<p>three glasses of red wine tonight.  at least i didn\u2019t have four.  because then i probably would have just gotten sad and overly-tired and things would have gotten ugly.<\/p>\n<p>goodnight.  <\/p>\n<p>tomorrow, nothing but good times.<\/p>\n<p>ok then,<\/p>\n<p>grace SO CLOSE TO THE NEW YEAR.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>SUCH a nice night. rehearsal went well, thad and christine showed up for the last half hour, then we went and had a drink and it was highly enjoyable. a few drinks. i, personally, had three. 2006, i\u2019m telling you, is going to be a GOOD year. 2005, not so great. not so good. kind [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_et_pb_use_builder":"","_et_pb_old_content":"","_et_gb_content_width":"","_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_hide_featured_image":false,"_jetpack_featured_image_duplicate_dismissed":0,"_jetpack_feature_clip_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2},"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-440","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p6JLYy-76","jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/graceuncensored.com\/WordPress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/440","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/graceuncensored.com\/WordPress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/graceuncensored.com\/WordPress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/graceuncensored.com\/WordPress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/graceuncensored.com\/WordPress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=440"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/graceuncensored.com\/WordPress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/440\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/graceuncensored.com\/WordPress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=440"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/graceuncensored.com\/WordPress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=440"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/graceuncensored.com\/WordPress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=440"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}