{"id":385,"date":"2005-11-30T23:43:27","date_gmt":"2005-11-30T23:43:27","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/graceuncensored.com\/WordPress\/?p=385"},"modified":"2005-11-30T23:43:27","modified_gmt":"2005-11-30T23:43:27","slug":"i-was-lying-before-when-i-said-i-was-turning-off-the-light","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/graceuncensored.com\/WordPress\/uncategorized\/i-was-lying-before-when-i-said-i-was-turning-off-the-light\/","title":{"rendered":"i was lying before when i said i was turning off the light"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>i need a new hat and scarf, because mine are missing.  is EVERYTHING missing in my life?  <\/p>\n<p>yes.<\/p>\n<p>there\u2019s this poem by elizabeth bennet that i studied in college when i took a poetry class, about losing things, let\u2019s see if i can find it online here really quickly:<\/p>\n<p>no, i can\u2019t find her.  that must not really be her name.  there\u2019s an elizabeth bennett in pride and prejudice, and another one who was in &#8220;the duchess of duke street,&#8221; a great series on PBS that i now remember and would like to see again, and there\u2019s some other tv elizabeth bennett, and one who is all about math, and another who is an editorial assistant&#8230;damn, what\u2019s her real name?  <\/p>\n<p>the poem is about a woman who is always losing things, and then at the end she talks about losing a love in her life.  damn, what is her name?  how am i supposed to search for her if that\u2019s all i know?<\/p>\n<p>maybe tomorrow i\u2019ll shop.<\/p>\n<p>except i\u2019m going to be much too busy.<\/p>\n<p>ok then, goodnight for real now,<\/p>\n<p>grace minutes away from december.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>i need a new hat and scarf, because mine are missing. is EVERYTHING missing in my life? yes. there\u2019s this poem by elizabeth bennet that i studied in college when i took a poetry class, about losing things, let\u2019s see if i can find it online here really quickly: no, i can\u2019t find her. that [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_et_pb_use_builder":"","_et_pb_old_content":"","_et_gb_content_width":"","_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_hide_featured_image":false,"_jetpack_featured_image_duplicate_dismissed":0,"_jetpack_feature_clip_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2},"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-385","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p6JLYy-6d","jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/graceuncensored.com\/WordPress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/385","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/graceuncensored.com\/WordPress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/graceuncensored.com\/WordPress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/graceuncensored.com\/WordPress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/graceuncensored.com\/WordPress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=385"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/graceuncensored.com\/WordPress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/385\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/graceuncensored.com\/WordPress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=385"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/graceuncensored.com\/WordPress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=385"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/graceuncensored.com\/WordPress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=385"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}