this was my main goal for the evening – TURN OUT THE LIGHTS BY 10 P.M.<\/p>\n
it is now 10:53. how am i not able to even do this one little simple thing?<\/p>\n
i have no control over my fingers. they just keep typing, independently of me.<\/p>\n
i took an antihistimine that makes me sleepy. i was exhausted and drained all day, so i can\u2019t tell if i\u2019m sleepy or just…sleepy.<\/p>\n
about five o\u2019clock i started getting THE COUGH. this horrible cough that can last up to 100 years and develops into bronchitis and makes me crazy. i keep trying to WILL THIS THING AWAY, but it\u2019s gaining on me. i took three emergen C\u2019s today, this stuff that fizzes in water and it\u2019s about two million mg\u2019s of vitamin c. no avail.<\/p>\n
i\u2019m going to see HARRY POTTER on FRIDAY AFTERNOON, the tickets have already been purchased.<\/p>\n
I CAN\u2019T COUGH ALL THROUGH THE MOVIE.<\/p>\n
if i start coughing, i\u2019ll have to bolt to the lobby so as not to disturb others.<\/p>\n
i\u2019m going to buy some extra super duper strength cough drops tomorrow. all i have are ricola sugar-free cough drops, and they\u2019re just not strong enough.<\/p>\n
i HATE cough drops in general.<\/p>\n
one time a farmer friend of mine, mick, gave me something called “fisherman\u2019s friend” and all i remember is that it was the WORST COUGH DROP EVER. maybe i should get some; if they\u2019re that horrible, surely they must be very effective.<\/p>\n
everybody seems depressed, by the way. mostly everybody. everybody who\u2019s being honest, maybe? everybody seems to have some level of angst, depression, stuff that keeps them up at night. worries, strife, it\u2019s all too much to bear.<\/p>\n
i wrote a couple of e-mails to people tonight with a solution – DISNEYWORLD. i actually said DISNEYLAND, because that\u2019s where i went last, but i was living in LA at the time, but i guess DISNEWORLD would make more sense to go to from here in illinois.<\/p>\n
but just to go there and ride the pirates of the caribbean ride, and the peter pan ride, and the haunted house ride, all those great, fun, childish brief ESCAPES from real life.<\/p>\n
you, yourself, could go on a roller coaster if you want to. me, i\u2019ll stick with the peter pan ride, over and over again.<\/p>\n
i wrote a thing about the pirates of the caribbean ride; you can read it if you want. it\u2019s in the “what\u2019s new la” section, and it\u2019s the very first thing i wrote. i adapted it and used it in my very first “gracetalk” performance, except phil had me cut out the part where i actually sang the tiki room song (If you\u2019re been deprived and haven\u2019t been to disney world or land, the tiki room is this great room filled with mechanical birds, and they sing and it\u2019s very campy and funny and silly and the SONG goes “in the tiki tiki tiki tiki tiki room…” over and over). sometimes i think about that tiki room song, and how much i\u2019d like to sing it.<\/p>\n
not for gractalk #3, though, which is going to officially be at EIGHT o\u2019clock not at 10, as i previously stated.<\/p>\n
i got my contract in the mail today. so it\u2019s official.<\/p>\n
must get busy….<\/p>\n
but first, i have to get better! then what are you doing sitting here typing like some kind of cretin! i can\u2019t help myself! are you saying you have no free will? sometimes, no! i don\u2019t believe you! free will doesn\u2019t grow on TREES, you know! <\/p>\n
i\u2019m a gemini, did you know that? dual personality. it can be a drag sometimes, but then again, i\u2019m never lonely, there\u2019s always me and me right here.<\/p>\n
ok then,<\/p>\n
november grace.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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