what a strange day its been. i haven\u2019t gotten much done, but i don\u2019t care. i did, indeed, exercise like crazy at the fit club, and i went home and took a nap! so I\u2019m very, very well-rested now (but why do i still feel a little tired? maybe it\u2019s TWO nap day). and yes, Morning Grace has departed, thank goodness. all that exercise flooded my body, washing her away till tomorrow.<\/p>\n
this morning, before i wrote here, i sent somebody a sort of snarly e-mail. i don\u2019t know why i did it, i shouldn\u2019t have done it, i should have waited till i\u2019d had a chance to at least wake up fully. but no, i had THINGS TO SAY, and i felt that i NEEDED TO SAY THEM RIGHT AWAY. Morning Grace, unchecked and out of control. sorry for that e-mail.<\/p>\n
this is how i can be. i\u2019ve generally been pretty good at keeping both graces in line, not letting either one send whatever thing i feel i have to SAY RIGHT NOW. if i can just wait a few hours, or even an entire DAY (which usually takes every last drop of willpower in my entire being), then i either don\u2019t send the e-mail or i modify it and make it more rational, less nutty, either with anger\/sadness\/ or exhuberance.<\/p>\n
right now i\u2019m feeling pretty calm about every single thing. attempting in a zenlike way to be in the now, as opposed to the yesterday, even though it was a mighty good <\/b>friday, and I\u2019m not worrying about tomorrow. <\/p>\n
Nighttime Grace has yet to appear.<\/p>\n
my plan is to go out dancing with Randy tonight, possibly staying up very very late. i worry i might not be able to stay awake long enough to actually go out, that\u2019s why another nap might be in order. i do have a cute dress picked out, which gives me a little motivation to actually do it. i look forward to dancing, because it\u2019s been ages since i\u2019ve done it. And Randy\u2019s a really good dancer, and loves it as much as i do, maybe even more. <\/p>\n
the only bad thing is i\u2019ll come home smelling like smoke, and i might not get to bed till 1:30 or even later. but i\u2019m not going to worry about that, i\u2019m just going to go out and have fun.<\/p>\n
ok then,<\/p>\n
early evening grace, where things are mellow inside my head.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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