Damn, i wish i was in bed already, but i still have things to do. stuff to attend to.<\/p>\n
firstly, so far everybody i\u2019ve talked to has NOT been invited to the big gala premiere soiree at the lincoln library, so don\u2019t feel bad if you weren\u2019t, either. besides, as i said, there will be NO TREATS.<\/p>\n
i just went to Meijer, where i bought TWO butters for the price of one, and some new massage sheets, and a new notebook for writing the journal. the one i bought last time lasted just ONE MONTH, because i\u2019ve been writing up a storm, and i needed one with more pages.<\/p>\n
the only problem i have with keeping a journal that i actually use a pen to write in is that it\u2019s mostly illegible. i try so hard to write neatly, but i have very poor handwriting, and so sometimes i want to remember what i was thinking some time in the past, but i can\u2019t make out any of it. i\u2019d exclusively write on the computer, but it\u2019s slightly large to carry around everywhere. but on the other hand, it IS a laptop, and i do drag it around sometimes, so maybe i should do that, write the journal on the computer (yeah, just THINK of all the writing i do, when i don\u2019t even consider any of this the actual writing of most of the thoughts. now you see why meditation is such a great thing for me; any chance of slowing down the brain, stopping it from churning up so much stuff is really critical for my peace of mind), when this new notebook is full. <\/p>\n
which will probably be next week.<\/p>\n
the last time i went to meijer late at night was with Randy, who was re-doing his bathroom. we\u2019d been drinking red wine, and i was a little drunk, and i said SURE, i\u2019ll go to meijer! it seemed like a very good idea at the time. but once we actually got to the store i was overcome with incredible fatigue (which is why i usually stick to only one-two glasses of wine), and wanted to lie down on the floor and go to sleep. which i DIDN\u2019T do, but i sure did complain bitterly the whole time we were there.<\/p>\n
tonight, things were much more sedate. there were others in the store even though it was after 10 p.m. and in front of me checking out was this very big young woman, who i think was an employee. she was buying a bottle of starbucks coffee and a peanut butter cup. she had lots of piercings in her ears, and then i noticed that her chin, right under her lower lip, was also pierced. there was a big scary-looking pointy sharp stud thing sticking out. ouch. does this mean she HATES KISSING?<\/p>\n
which would really be too bad, because kissing is a nice thing.<\/p>\n
except if one of the people involved has a pointy sharp metal thing coming out of their chin. <\/p>\n
that\u2019s all i\u2019m saying.<\/p>\n
ok then,<\/p>\n
grace who needs to GET TO SLEEP EARLIER!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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