in EIGHT SHORT HOURS, i’ll be all glamorized and starting my talk talk talk!\u00a0 i should take a selfie right now, of me sitting here on my couch in my jammies, not a pretty sight.<\/p>\n
last evening i started to get kinda panicky about the whole thing, and then like a crazy person i started saying to myself, “ok, in 24 hours it’ll be ALL OVER and you can RELAX.”<\/p>\n
somehow, though, in the night i managed to get a little bit calm.\u00a0 i know that i just have to enjoy myself, and i know it’s funny and entertaining and ALL WILL BE GOOD!<\/p>\n
and it’s just a little bit too crazy, even for me, to be all stressed about a TALK ABOUT STRESS!\u00a0 well, it’s ironic.<\/p>\n
i am hopeful that i remain calm for as much of the day as possible.<\/p>\n
my only concern right now is that i’m waffling on my outfit choice.\u00a0 i’m thinking of going upstairs and trying to find something better, but that would also mean trying to find accessories, all of that, but i wasn’t crazy about the accessories for the outfit that i had planned.<\/p>\n
i just need to let that one go!<\/p>\n
there’s always something.<\/p>\n
when i woke up this morning, it had been raining and raining, and everything is suddenly much more vibrantly green everywhere, more leaves out on the trees, the grass is greener, it’s a good day.<\/p>\n
of COURSE there are still STRONG AND HEAVY AND DAMAGING storms predicted starting late this afternoon, but maybe they won’t happen.\u00a0 yesterday there was a 100% chance of rain by three in the afternoon but that didn’t actually start til 9 last night!<\/p>\n
ok ok ok,<\/p>\n
mrs. fairly calm hopefully hughes.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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